Reconnecting

Written by KimberlyWyatt on March 18, 2010

Just recently I went on a facebook adventure of letting go of the grudges from my past and connecting with the friends I once knew. For years I've questioned the circumstances and held onto the grudges that drifted us apart. The names continued to twirl in my head year after year and the curiosity of what could be became the courage of forgiveness and the possibility of new beginnings. This adventure has led me to a new peace of mind. It's not to say that anything will ever be the same it once was but single handedly crumbling the walls has lifted a huge weight from my chest. I refuse to let negativity get me down.

It's inevitable that we will have friendships and fallouts as well as relationships and breakups. It's going to hurt, you are possibly going to cry, and nothing about it will be easy! Still to this day I find myself thinking about the situations and questioning the circumstances. But my mind no longer feels the need for answers that are never going to come. It's time to move on and no longer allow the hurtful feelings to brew. I found myself discussing the situations of years ago with the same vocabulary I used when the wounds were fresh. It's not to say that every relationship in life is worth rekindeling but the key word of soul searching is forgiveness.

So to those of you here on BM that may have been deleted please accept my apology. BM family is such a huge part of me and I do want to accept each and everyone of you that has become so close to me. Usernames are not always the same and sometimes I have a forgetful mind I'll admit it. But let me know in a message, when you ask to be my facebook friend, and I will of course accept you.Thank you for being such a beautiful part of the life I work so hard for.

To my BM family:

The questions and answers have been a lot of fun and I've done my best to answer as many as possible! Thank you to everyone that has listend to, bought, and commented on "Not Just a Doll"!!!!

xoxo

APS:

"Every morning, waking up, start with the thought: Today I was lucky - I woke up. I'm alive, I have this precious human life, and I'm not going to waste it in vain. I will send all its energies to internal development, To open your heart to others And to attain enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I will only feed the good intentions of others. I'm not going to get angry or think ill of them. All forces will I benefit others. " - Dalai Lama