What are your fears?
from Beautiful Movements added 3 June, 2009 at 11:55 AM
After reading through comments on my last blog, “Fear”, I found the question, “What are your fears”? At first I cowered, trembling at the thought of being open enough to share my dark secrets of what I fear. Then I realized it was time to face my fears and share. Nobody is perfect and although we choose to create our own worlds of happiness, love and compassion, negativity gets us down from time to time. It’s how you deal with the negative aspects of your life that define you as a person. The only way we are able to create a positive and happy world is to acknowledge what goes on inside our heads then face it with courage and do the work to change our patterns of destruction.
I have many fears that I deal with. I fear being alone. I fear not having enough money to pay my bills or having work enough to support myself. I fear destruction in the world. As I venture into other areas of art I fear that I won’t be good or successful. I fear the warrior within me when I’m faced with difficult people or situations. I fear transitions when my heart gives me the answers to make change. But most of all I fear having regrets when I’m old. It’s the fear of having regrets when I’m old that fuels me to be brave and make good choices.
Everyone in this world deals with fear, doubt, and worry. Your mind is a very powerful muscle and it’s up to you to transform the way you think. I make a point to face my fears everyday in order to make change. I use my rituals of using essential oils, breathing and meditation to talk myself through the anxiety these fears can create. Hot bathes soothe my soul when doubt gets the best of me. I have awesome friends around me that are here when I need a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on, or a listening ear to blow off steam. I have Beautiful Movements to throw myself into positive action for change.
I am consciously making an effort to be the example of change. I have spent years doing the work and being the observer to understand how to create a beautiful world of my own. I’ve learned how to deal with my emotions and dig deep enough to know what my triggers are and how they came to be. As a result I am able to cut my cycles in life and be aware of negative people and situations and how they affect me. I am a good person with a passion for life. I write my blogs to inspire others, bring hope and faith to anyone that’s ready for it and spread my love and light.
Facing our fears together is the kind of change this world needs. I wear my Amma bracelet, my journey beads, and my sun god bracelet all as reminders of my bigger purpose. I have my tattoos, “Love Life”, and “may all beings in all the worlds be happy”, as a testament of my commitment to being the change I wish to see in the world. I am far from perfect but I seek happiness and strive for the simplicity of what happiness is. What makes me most happy in life is making a contribution to better the world around me. I live to be the hope and inspiration I see shining in the eyes of all my fans.
God gave me the gift of expression. He gave me the ability to touch people’s lives. With that gift I feel the responsibility to be the best example I can be. So when I face situations that bring fear, I embrace it and continue forward because my purpose is of ultimate importance to me. I am a warrior of light.
kimberlykaye
wrote 5 months and 18 days ago
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shaylee said 4 months and 17 days ago:
I agree with you so much...with everything! I am glad to get to see ur beliefs are like that!:)
Cuz u know there are not so many ppl like that out there...and here comes my "fear"...like I dunno if it is actually a fear,but u know when u get very hurt from someone that meant way too much for you and was as an "example" of how perfect ppl are...that u trust with your whole Soul and believed in blindly...and when this person hurts u that much that u feel sb ripped your Heart off...u feel unable to restore ur feelings again...like u can't even breathe...then automatically after u have picked ur pieces together...(as much as u can),there is a shiled all around u that prevents u from trusting so much like before,and always fearing that EVEN the closest person will eventually betray you...and always think that u should be prepared to the negatives cuz the positives always come to an end one day.
Well I do have this kind of "fear" but I also have awesome ppl around me...like my sister,and my Angels!And I DO trust them...but I know there will always be a scar from this period I ot hurt u know?
Sorry,it's a bit too long :///// ´
But this human language won't let me express with less words hehe :P
missmessy said 4 months and 27 days ago:
HI..
I HAVE NO FEAR NOW...THAT I TOOK A FEW STEPS TO THE FAITH.....ALL THE THINGS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME OF LATE ........MAKE ME KNOW THERE IS A BIGGER PICTURE...
ONE DAY i WILL HAVE TIME TO READ ALL YOU WRITE...AND TO PASS THAT ON TOO...
THANK YOU WARRIOR OF LIGHT PLEASE SHINE DOWN ON ME TONIGHT....
gboo47 said 4 months and 28 days ago:
My fear is well that the kids that are born today, and the kids that are small wouldn't get a chance to grow up free of terrisim and have the oppertunity's that i have had. To live in America that you know that you are save from bombs, and free of attacks. My fear is that i wouldn't live up to my potential. Not only as a human being, put to afraid to show the world of my talents. I am getting closer to that though. I am becoming less afraid to show the world my love and to show my talents. I have been sober for almos 23yrs. soo i know that i have grown as a human being. Not to soo angry and to able to forgive, and to let go. I believe that at the age of 47 the world is still my oyster.. Waiting for me to pluck it. And i do plan to. Take care to all and let me say that the fear of trusting God with my life has been lifted quite as well. I've done everything i could to destroy myself. And i'm still standing. So there is alot i need to do. And i want to do. I am getting that message loud and clear. For me is to love uncond,. and to forgive and to help people. That for me is the best reward. Once and for all it's not how i am treated, it is how i treat others that matters to me...Oh! i will not allow myself to be abused, however the way i respond is the way that i will take responabilty for. I will think before I react. I am better at that. And that is because I am letting go of my personal fear.. See ya!!!
kendrah said 5 months and 5 days ago:
hi..kim..
my greatest fear is loosing my love ones especially my family..and to disappoint them about what thier expectation to me..
by the way kim..
i have just sign up to this dipdive..and i hope that you could read this..im thankful that you have shared your experience and thought's to us..and i want you to know that I LOVE U..because you have been an inspiration not only to me but to everybody..yOur the BEST dancer and singer i've ever seen..I LOVE u and more power to your grOup..We'RE HERE to support YOU..
godbless..xOXO..
PunkPrincess said 5 months and 10 days ago:
I'm afraid of heights, spiders, sharks. I'm afraid of being alone. But most of all I'm afraid of humiliation & embarrassment and what other people think of me. It's a fear I have to live with everyday and I don't know how to overcome it yet. I have a lot of fears, and most of them are caused by doubt like annen-doshin said; but for me they also stem from diffidence. I still can't believe in myself enough to be ok and confident with who I am. But I'm working on it.
annen-doshin said 5 months and 12 days ago:
I think it's “doubt” that gives rise to our fears. We are afraid of so many things because we doubt our ability to deal with it. Knowing deep within that we already posses the inner tools to better handle things & situations helps eliminate those feelings of fear. That’s Faith.
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well written kim!!! ilove it!!